I don't know what'd be fun to try in a theoretical second try. I was kind of hoping I could just get instructions from TV and reenact that. That would've been a lot easier. And since those TV shows are written by people to appeal to a lot of other people, that means their ideas are probably worth trying, right? But it just didn't work.
I don't get it from other fights. Just with him. Which is odd because we're in love or dating or anything like that. I don't get how this works. I fight lots of people who are objectively more aesthetically pleasing and skilled in combat and don't feel anything at all. What is my subconscious' criteria for this?
I felt that way sometimes when Yunru and I would share a bed, but only for a little bit. Once she got up it sort of went away. Our handlers say girls don't feel that way about girls forever, though. You grow out of it at some point. I guess I'm not very mature?
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I was kind of hoping I could just get instructions from TV and reenact that. That would've been a lot easier. And since those TV shows are written by people to appeal to a lot of other people, that means their ideas are probably worth trying, right? But it just didn't work.
I don't get it from other fights. Just with him.
Which is odd because we're in love or dating or anything like that.
I don't get how this works. I fight lots of people who are objectively more aesthetically pleasing and skilled in combat and don't feel anything at all. What is my subconscious' criteria for this?
I felt that way sometimes when Yunru and I would share a bed, but only for a little bit. Once she got up it sort of went away.
Our handlers say girls don't feel that way about girls forever, though. You grow out of it at some point. I guess I'm not very mature?